Sunkissed Selena: What Am I Doing Here????

Who gets into this type of "work" at my age???? How did I end up doing this???? .....And why am I enjoying it so much????? ........ LOL! Hey, I'm just like a lot of Americans who grew during a time when every generation of Americans was doing better than the previous. It seems our great county hit a plateau somewhere along the way.I found myself in the same quandary as a lot of Americans. Increased living expenses, stagnant wages, increased education costs..... What to do? Tighten the belt (even more)? Dip into the retirement nest egg (so much for retiring...) or find a way to bring in some extra income?Well, it's obvious what I chose. I actually tried a few other gigs before I ended up being a "webcam girl." But there always seemed to be issues with everything I attempted to do: The schedule I was assigned to work conflicted with my other responsibilities. The pay was so low and the distance I was required to travel to the job made it not profitable. Work was available irregularly and then tapered off until no work was available at all.I continued searching for work. I would check a particular website on a regular basis to apply for consumer panels. Those events where you go spend a few hours listening to folks tell you about some new product and then you give your feedback and they give you a check or giftcard and you go back home. This same website always also had ads for websites hiring "models." The ads all proclaimed: "High pay! Work from home! Make your own hours!"Of course I knew what kind of "modeling" this is. Yet, there was something intriguing about it. Initially I thought to myself that if I was young and as pretty and fit as I was 20 years ago, I would probably do it. But now.... no one wants to see a woman my age. But.... then I think about how often I get approached and asked for dates by men (and occasionally women) half my age. Maybe there is an audience out there interested in seeing a woman like me?So I decided to try it.... And guess what???? I kind of enjoy it..... I enjoy chatting with people. I enjoy physically pleasuring myself. I enjoy being seen and complimented. I enjoy the attention that comes with being the "star" of the show. And I enjoy knowing that other people out there are enjoying themselves because of me.

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